Saturday, April 26, 2008

rediscovering me

Roller Coaster
Yesterday was a bliss
got a call from you
and I was really pleased.
But today, you're distant
and i really can't understand
you're making me sad.
I want you to stop,
quit fooling around
and make your stand.
im tired of this
crazy game we play
i want to get off this roller coaster highway.
Gusto kita
Gusto mo rin ako
ngunit kailanman
di magiging tayo.
Talagang mapaglaro ang tadhana
tayo'y pinagtagpo
ngunit di pinagsama
pinagtambal ngunit di pinag-isa
Ngyon tanggap ko na
ang tadhanang nakalaan
na sadyang di tayo
maaring magkatuluyan.
*** last time i wrote a poem was in 1995, its been 13 years. i dont consider myself to be a poet, im just an ordinary girl who writes when im emotionally stressed out. and these past few days it's been an emotional roller coaster. but now, im okay. hopefully, i can still continue writing (even when im not sad) and continue to rediscover myself.

Thursday, April 24, 2008

finding eastpack

I was looking for my eastpack (backpack) the other day, and my mom said that somebody asked if she can have my eastpack. My mom gladly gave my eastpack without even asking if I still need it. I was so upset and I was crying because I can’t have my eastpack back.

Waaaahhhhh….. huhuhu…..

Good thing, it was just a dream! Whew! A bad dream…. Bad, bad dream…

You see this bag was given to me by a friend. (yeah, I know, I’m a sentimental fool!)

This bag goes wherever I go from Bangkok to KL to Hong Kong to Macau to Zhuhai (China), Clark, Laguna and the list goes on….. It’s been with me for 4 years .

I like this bag so much… and more importantly the one who gave this to me!!! (yun un eh! harharhar)

***hmmm… I should start naming this bag.... so I would not just call it ‘eastpack’. I’ll call it _____!

meet my ever dependable eastpack!

Monday, April 21, 2008

black and white people edition

this is my first attempt to take photos that the subjects are people in black and white.
kikay baby

happy fools

(i was the one who adjusted all the settings and have it shot via a 10-second timer)

cla's moment

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

the name game

snagged from nikki:

You entered: __________ ____ _______ ____

There are 25 letters in your name.
Those 25 letters total to 113
There are 12 vowels and 13 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 5
The characteristics of #5 are: Expansiveness, visionary, adventure, the constructive use of freedom.

The expression or destiny for #5:The number 5 Expression endows with the wonderful characteristic of multi-talents and versatility. You can do so many things well. The tone of the number 5 is constructive freedom, and in your drive to attain this freedom, you will likely be the master of adaptability and change. You are good at presenting ideas and knowing how to approach people to get what you want. Naturally, this gives you an edge in any sort of selling game and spells easy success when it comes to working with people in most jobs. Your popularity may lead you toward some form of entertainment or amusement. Whatever you do, you are clever, analytical, and a very quick thinker.

If there is too much of the 5 energy in your makeup, you may express some the negative attitudes of the number. Your restless and impatient attitude may keep you from staying with any project for too long. Sometimes you can be rather erratic and scatter yourself and your energies. You have a hard time keeping regular office hours and maintaining any sort of a routine. You tend to react strongly if you sense that your freedom of speech or action is being impaired or restricted in any way. As clever as you are, you may have a tendency to make the same mistakes over and over again because much of your response is glib reaction rather that thoughtful application. You are in a continuous state of flux brought by constantly changing interests.

Your Soul Urge number is: 3

A Soul Urge number of 3 means: With the Soul Urge number 3 your desire in life is personal expression, and generally enjoying life to its fullest. You want to participate in an active social life and enjoy a large circle of friends. You want to be in the limelight, expressing your artistic or intellectual talents. Word skills may be your thing; speaking, writing, acting, singing. In a positive sense, the 3 energy is friendly, outgoing and always very social.

You have a decidedly upbeat attitude that is rarely discouraged; a good mental and emotional balance.
The 3 Soul Urge gives intuitive insight, thus, very high creative and inspirational tendencies. The truly outstanding trait shown by the 3 Soul Urge is that of self-expression, regardless of the field of endeavor.

On the negative side, you may at times become too easygoing and too optimistic, tending to scatter forces and accomplish very little. Often, the excessive 3 energy produces non-stop talkers. Everyone has faults, but the 3 soul urge doesn't appreciate having these pointed out.

Your Inner Dream number is: 11

An Inner Dream number of 11 means: You dream of casting the light of illumination; of being the true idealist. You secretly believe there is more to life than we can know or prove, and you would like to be provider of the 'word' from on high.

*** some of it are quite true! What's in your name? Click here

Friday, April 4, 2008

random pics

practice makes perfect they say, so during my spare time, i took photos. here are some of them...

that's me!!! after taking photos (oil pastel)
i couldn't resist using it to scribble down my name

clark's amazing sunset
01 apr 08
my office laptop

see the sun's rays?!


see the light?!

plastic chandelier

cool down with some iced tea

my colorful life


Wednesday, April 2, 2008


i had my haircut 2 days ago, i was planning to take photos on my new 'do but my little brother [as you can see on the pictures] was so kulet, we ended up taking these photos.