mixed emotions

mixed emotions... that's what i've been experiencing these past few weeks. actually, i had a very interesting week. its just that i can't express my emotions in words, can't seem to find the right words to say... i'll try to summarize it, but please bear with me.

* happy

received good news recently, my sister got a letter from US Board of Nursing that she is eligible to take NCLEX exam. she'll be taking the test this coming September. (go! go! go sister!)

* selfless

i'm planning to go to Korya (Seoul,Korea) with cla and cha. but time is of the essence. and i haven't processed my visa yet. (too bad!) and with recent news of my sister's exam, the money i saved up will be used for her nclex. (Korya, next time, i'll visit you, that's a promise!)

* sad

i watched 'made of honor' with bogart and my sister... instead of feeling good... i felt sad... i can identify with the story... we just have a different ending...the movie had a happy ending... me?! im still finding my own happy ending...

still finding my own happy ending...

tom (patrick dempsey) realized that he had more than just a platonic relationship with her bestfriend... and tom made any possible way to tell it to hannah (michelle monaghan) before its too late... to the extent of agreeing to be her maid of honor... and his ultimate goal is to "steal the bride"!

[if only boywonder, realized it earlier...]

* alarmed


creepiness strikes back... now she's getting more crafty and i'm quite alarmed



* confused

boywonder got me all confused... even more confused with our conversions from past weeks


boywonder: i was thinking the other day...
about us.... what happened...
what had happened...what stopped us?
gaiLie: you have someone back then
boywonder: i know but there was a time
that i spent more time with you than her
and i remember asking you kung gusto mo tayo na...
still remember that?
gaiLie: yeah, i remember spending a lot of time with you...
but you asking me that question, wala ko maala...
or kung meron man, cguro i hesitated kase i know ur still with someone
and i cant decide pa before coz ur still with her, and i was just waiting for you
boywonder: you didn't tell me that
gaiLie: coz i want u to do it on ur own and i dont want to influence your decision
so when you chose to stay with her, i thought cia na talaga gusto mo
boywonder: well i thought the idea was off
when i never heard anything from you again
and we only talked about it once
gaiLie: kase we lost communication
boywonder: i was thinking you just want us to be friends
gaiLie: i was thinking that u want us to be just friends too


and the love guru said:

next time lang

say what you feel

kase more often than not

we're only given one shot

*lucky/unlucky


lucky: during my rest day, flight was delayed... flight departed 3am , original sched was 445pm... ugh! good thing, it was my rest day... its really hard dealing with all those angry passengers...

unlucky: usually on my way to manila (from clark) i would take philtranco bus... i had too many reports to finish, the bus already left. so, i need to wait for 2 hours for the next trip.

lucky: again,it was my rest day when typhoon 'frank' (international name: fengshen)devastated clark. all our flights are cancelled. i can just imagine the stress my colleagues went through when they process the flight cancellation. (thank you, Lord for sparing me from those wrinkle-induced stress!)

unlucky: my dad and i left our house early. on our way to work (gaiLie - megamall; dad - makati). we heard on the radio that there was an accident on Edsa-Connecticut, a brand new Pajero or Ford Everest slammed against the concrete barriers causing a monstrous traffic jam. we decided to take alternate route to avoid being stuck in traffic, we took mother ignacia to new manila to gilmore only to experience another traffic jam. to add to our stress... our car is banned to be seen on major roads such as EDSA from 7am-7pm due to color coding scheme. and its past 7am so if some traffic policeman saw us were doomed! and as luck would have it (or if i may say, lack of luck) i was late and the bus to clark already left, i have to wait for another 2 hours for the next bus. and im late for work! ... i just hope my dad made it to the office without being caught by a policeman (finger crossed)

*anxiety

during our recent office meeting... my manager said that i'll be attending a training in KL this July. the bad news is... i'm going alone!!! sure, i've flown several times, its just that i don't want to travel alone . you can leave me anywhere in KL city streets and i can navigate my way and i'm not afraid. its just that flying alone makes me uneasy 'cause i want someone to talk to when the flight gets bumpy, someone to steer me away from worrying about the flight (deep breaths, will someone go with me!?) hehe!

* nostalgic
last night, i was rummaging through my cabinet... i found this rectangle tin can... as i opened it ... alot of memories came flashing to my mind........

can full of memories

watched a movie with the 'one that got away'

a message of hope

l

college days... notes that being passed around when we're bored

yours truly...ages ago!!!

* excited
my previous post 'eastpack' got someone inspired... and wrote a song with the same title... and i'm excited to hear it and i contributed a few part in its lyrics... (may future na kaya ko sa music writing?!)

back to back negneg sessions

negneg sessions

meet coach arnold

sleeping beauties

hanging on for our lives

swimming session 3-4

earlier today was our swimming session 3-4... our lesson, back stroke! it look so easy when coach arnold demonstrated it. but boy, when i tried it, it was difficult. but nevertheless, we had fun.

ryka, bambi and gaiL all tanned

this is a swimming lesson right?! not a water aerobic class

cristine, bambi and gaiL goofing around

clark's amazing sunset

clark's amazing sunset

30 may 2008

clark offers amazing sunset everyday, which reminds me that there's always hope and better days to come.


* the last 2 photos, was shot using the color accent feature of my camera. these photos are not edited, uploaded straight from the memory card.

travel misadventures

its best to share,(as they would say) and its true! its a good feeling not only for the receiver but also for the one who's sharing.

so, i decided to share my travel misadventures to all. my site is at www.virtualtourist.com . i shared several info and tips on KL and Corregidor trips. I'm still working on other places that i have visited. check out my site: http://members.virtualtourist.com/m/104c85/.

i stumbled upon virtual tourist when i was browsing for info about Pagudpod. i got all the info i needed, from transportation to hotels to tourist traps and all traveller-must-know. it was really helpful so, to return the favor i'm sharing my travel experiences on this site.

my EQ

Your EQ is 120

You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. On an average day, you're quite happy, together, and content. You live your life well. Your emotions aren't always stable, but you can go along with the ups and downs pretty well. You tend to be motivated, energetic, focused, and level headed. You see the world pretty rationally, and you don't tend to over dramatize things. When things are bad, you know they eventually have to get better.

What's" Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

what your hand writing says about you...

What Your Handwriting Says About You

You are a fairly energetic person. You know how do pace yourself, and you deal well with stress. You are somewhat outgoing, but you're not a natural extrovert. You think first before you act. You tend to be independent, rational, and logical. You are balanced and grounded. You know how to get along well with others. You need a bit of space in your life, but you're not a recluse. You expect people to give you a small amount of privacy, and you respect their privacy as well. You are a free thinker. You are unique, open minded, and artistic. You don't care what other people think. You are a good communicator. You work hard to get your ideas across effectively.